Like so many other women I yo-yo dieted. Lost and gained hundreds of pounds, it's a vicious cycle. Every one's weight issue stems from somewhere... genetics, being an emotional eater, depression, boredom or just plain you love food. For me it was not cut and dry. I always loved food and I always will. I am Italian everything my family does revolves around some fresh mozzarella.
But in all seriousness I started gaining weight in my mid 20's while my amazing grandmother was battling caner. This is where my relationship with food turned bad. I was losing my grandmother my best friend. I never dealt with loss at this level where my world was turning upside down and life as I knew it will never be the same. I used food to suppress my feelings and to cope. From that situation on I was a full blown emotional eater that loved food.
Married a year later at 26, I wanted to get in shape and be the best me for my husband. (15 years later I now know that my exterior has NOTHING to do with the best me!) My husband just wanted me thin and reminded me of this everyday. Which made it hard and I just felt bad about myself all the time. This makes weight loss impossible no matter the diet! I did all this extreme diet for him not me. I lost at one point over 60 pounds and was a size 6 looked great on the outside. I was crumbling on the inside. The marriage was falling apart even with this weight loss.
Fast forward to this fall... Divorced and dating an amazing man for the past 2 years. My weight is not great I am overweight and need to lose at least 50lbs. I am the happiest I have ever been in my life. I found myself in my separation from my husband that later led to our divorce. I was ready to have a relationship with someone who loved me for me no matter my jean size.
Then in October 2018 I wanted to my OBGYN for a routine check up and he was alarmed by the amount of sugar that was in my urine. He sent me for blood work that day called me with the results the next day. He needed me to see an endocrinologist immediately. He helped me get an appointment and I was diagnosed with Type 2 Diabetes the very next week. I was beyond upset... Now this weight loss journey is for me, my health and my future!
What is your reason to start your weight loss journey?
Xo
Jenn
But in all seriousness I started gaining weight in my mid 20's while my amazing grandmother was battling caner. This is where my relationship with food turned bad. I was losing my grandmother my best friend. I never dealt with loss at this level where my world was turning upside down and life as I knew it will never be the same. I used food to suppress my feelings and to cope. From that situation on I was a full blown emotional eater that loved food.
Married a year later at 26, I wanted to get in shape and be the best me for my husband. (15 years later I now know that my exterior has NOTHING to do with the best me!) My husband just wanted me thin and reminded me of this everyday. Which made it hard and I just felt bad about myself all the time. This makes weight loss impossible no matter the diet! I did all this extreme diet for him not me. I lost at one point over 60 pounds and was a size 6 looked great on the outside. I was crumbling on the inside. The marriage was falling apart even with this weight loss.
Fast forward to this fall... Divorced and dating an amazing man for the past 2 years. My weight is not great I am overweight and need to lose at least 50lbs. I am the happiest I have ever been in my life. I found myself in my separation from my husband that later led to our divorce. I was ready to have a relationship with someone who loved me for me no matter my jean size.
Then in October 2018 I wanted to my OBGYN for a routine check up and he was alarmed by the amount of sugar that was in my urine. He sent me for blood work that day called me with the results the next day. He needed me to see an endocrinologist immediately. He helped me get an appointment and I was diagnosed with Type 2 Diabetes the very next week. I was beyond upset... Now this weight loss journey is for me, my health and my future!
What is your reason to start your weight loss journey?
Xo
Jenn
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